Due~

Thanks God..my prayer had been answered so quickly..Or maybe i should say I HATE YOU, GOD..for giving me that kind of answer..sigh..that's not the answer i want..but i know you are right..This is something i deserve..I'm the one who did wrong 1st..and it's time to face the consequences or should i say karma..I do believe in karma actually..So,i'm defense-less..direct sentence to guilty and willingly accept the punishment..But..i promise i'll be good from now onwards..I just want to say a few more last words to him..Plsssssss....

"I'm closing my heart forever..Thanks for letting me know earlier..and did not torture me..Don't feel bad or guilty cause you did not do any wrong..and yet you did much more..You let me know that what a person can really do when really in love..I'm the one who don't know how to appreciate it..So, I'll let someone else to appreciate you..You always ask whether are you really the guy for me..and I'm going to say yes..I know the answer when i stayed at Puchong a few days..A simple meal yet full of happiness makes me feel like This is it..! I don't want to know other people anymore..I just want to know more bout you..I'm so glad that you did not gave me up last year as i become a better person this year..I will always remember the time i had with you..Don't worry..we will still be friend..I wish..you will find the hottest and sweetest girl and have all the happiness and no worries bout me..i will find mine too.."

Again..Thank You , God..for letting me say this few words..and i promised you I won't write any depressed post anymore in this period of time..I will live my life happily..and I again promise I'll be good..be nice..be sweet..And remember to bless the one that i loved..okay..=)

just like a TATTOO..

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART LIKE A TATTOO..~

HOW I REMEMBER THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME..~

HOW YOU HUG ME DURING MY SLEEP..~

HOW YOU GENTLY KISS MY LIP..~

HOW YOU TELL ME THAT YOU WILL STAND BY ME NO MATTER WHAT..~

HOW YOU PROMISE THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME EVEN THOUGH I'M IN THE WRONG..~

AND HOW YOU GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS EVERYDAY..~

I'M LAYING ON MY BED NOW..~

WAITING FOR MY PRAYER TO BE ANSWER..~

HOPEFULLY TO BE IN YOUR ARMS AGAIN..~

I GUESS I'M NOT READY TO SET YOU FREE YET..~

CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING BOUT YOU.~

最愛最恨都是你

我的離開

對你卻是自在

能不能捲土重來

能不能我等你回來
你的孤獨

對我卻是酸楚
愛走到末路

你要結束我還想付出
能不能最後的吻

能不能幸福沒有傷痕
愛你愛到恨了你

恨你讓我如此愛
我恨你 我恨你

但是我更愛你
愛你愛到恨了你

恨你讓我如此愛
不恨你 不恨你

那是不夠愛你
最愛最恨都是你

You are the best and sweetest things i ever had...

This is something I hope I can mend back your heart and memories..I want you to have the best memories of us..not those awful and horrible memories..Today is 4yrs and 3months and 28days..we've been together on this road..You are the longest relationship i ever had so far..and during this journey..it's alot alot alot of joy and painful things happened before..But,we did survived it and here comes the day that i brought back the bad memories for you..where i feel very terrible...cause i crushed your heart again...

Looking back the photos make me recall back alot of things..make me realised that you were always the one there..when i needed someone..Eventhough we argued like hell before...eventually we sort things out..and you are the only place that i can tell everything out..i really mean everything...You always say maybe you are the not man for me..So,am i the right girl for you..who did all the terrible things on you..who always try to give you up..when you are the one that try to mend back the relation..Sigh...

This is us when we are 17yrs old..still normal friend...

This is us when we are in 3months relation..

This is us when 8months relationship..our 1st trip to Port Dickson on Xmas..

You always love snapping when i'm sleeping...=D

This is the big photo frame that I received for my bbday=)

This is us in 2009...

Me and You in 2010....

All i wanna is thank you for being part of my life..and making my days like princess..and always be there for me when i needed someone to talk things about..Days without you will be entirely different..cause we are so used to be together..in and out..Things that i feel regretted not doing is loving you with all my heart..and making you the happiest guy in this world..and our trip to Langkawi..I just want to clarify is what you've seen..I cannot deny..But what i can tell you..I really love you..and I tried my best to cherish you as much as I can..But,that's too many patches and holes..I guess even you..yourself also start to feel fed up with all these holes..but still..I hope you'll always remember all the wonderful times we had together...Sincerely,I wish that you will find someone who can really give you happiness and happy memories..but please do remember ours too..okay! Love you now , always and forever..=)