How I Wish!

How I wish that someone special will hold my hand..finger through finger..swinging along the street..how i miss the feeling of walking and hugging someone special along the street..or someone special hugging me along the street..how nice if I can have this kind of feeling back..not sure how long to wait..but waiting process is seriously making me tired..Wait..I wish for someone special hold my hand..I mean PALM..not hand wrist..Holding my hand wrist..what are you trying to tell me now!? I think if someone would just come and hold my hand and tell me that I'm the special one..Telling me all the sweet words..Call me and talk to me..Chit chatting on phone for hours..OMG..I never speak on phone more than an hour for a very long time ady! I love talking..I love laughing out loud in cinema..Can anyone accept that..? How nice if someone could just listen and response to my talk and laugh out loud with me..It would definitely melt my heart..But dream is always dream..it never come true..and not least..finding someone right isn't easy..sometimes is just funny..when someone love u so much..u tend not to love them..but someone don't really love you..u tend to love them so much..this is weird..everyone tend to bitchy I guess..hahaha..I don't know..you can't say that I'm bitchy cause looking for love..Is normal if i wanted to find a love that last..not some random play..Anyway what's wrong with random play! It sounds fun too..LOL..like a friend of mine..she's having a hell great of time..but seeing you actually made me feels sick..no one is categorized in my far worst category..congrates..u are the 1st one! Perhaps I can survive from not to love..and being loved..Staying single and lone ranger should be fun..Can have fun and crazy all night without concerning the other half getting piss or upset..Is just too tired to love again..when too many failures along the way..but people wont get tired to love right..cause this is something normal to fall in and out from love..Is just depend on the situation..maybe you turn into loving the same gender..!! HAHAHA~! Sometimes I'm thinking what are you making me wait for..It kinda hurts me..that I don't know what I'm waiting for..Don't make me wait if you do not tend to give me happiness..my beauty got limited time! Can you do something romantic..! like letting me know that i am number 1 in your heart..Pieces girl love romantic guy..and romantic is not natural..it can be practice..! and romantic does not need costs..It depends on your imaginary..! Do pieces guy looking for a romantic girl as well? Hmm..I'm curious..but I guess should be lor...LOL..Sigh...not sure what I'm writing here..Crapping nonsense I shall say..Too boring..No mood to study! Is my final exam already..I mean my last time to walk in the hall and have exam in UKM de..wheeeeee....no more exam in my life..! I'm going to start intern at DHL on dec! new life new beginning! Hopefully by rejecting IBM..I will not regret..cause my heart really wanted IBM..is just because of a not so solid reason..I chose DHL..Eventhough I got alot of negative comments bout IBM..people said is very stress, no one can survive for more than a year there..but when I walked in the office and interviewed..it somehow make me feels that I belong there..Stress is always my thing..=P I did not say DHL is not good..Is also a big company..but the interviewer did not impress me like how the IBM interviewer did..Oh well..I already made my choice..call me a DHL cheap labour now! LOL..Hopefully this 4months..the reason I chose DHL will produce a fruitful result..I'll impress my employer,make her hire me as permanent and perform my best~! And also archive what I aiming for.. Yes, I am a workaholic..not less..I am a alcoholic,shopaholic..any holic-thingy will do..HAHAHA~! I guess I should stop crapping and get to study mode..!

Signing Off,

~LadyV~

~xoxo~