Mars and Venus...

What's with man and women now..What's with the word L.O.V.E..What's with the eternity and last forever..What my dictionary tell me is that's no true love, that's no eternity and that's nothing last forever..I might sound like a broken hearted girl..Yes, I had some rough patches on my past..and I've seen alot too..Man that already has a girlfriend and yet fell in love with another girl..Man that already married and yet still go out flirt..Is this our trend now..Too much social life..Too much flirting..and sometimes you gotta blame on the alcohol..

I'm not sure whether a woman is more cold blooded or a man more cold blooded..Once before , a guy friend of mine told me that when a woman's feeling really change..it means FOR GOD SAKE..SHE REALLY CHANGED..and that's no way or nothing you can do to win her back..When a man change, he will easily change his mind if the girl ask him to go back to her..WTF..I always thought is the other way round..I thought girl is the soft hearted and always hoping that her guy would come back and ask her back. For me, thou I love someone..I will not ever ask him back as I want to feel secure..Because if he really do come back..means he loves you..I know..I'm pathetic..People used to say Happiness is something you gotta grab it yourself..if it's gone..that's no one to blame but yourself..that You missed the opportunity..when you know he/she is the one..

Sometimes is hard to figure what a man is thinking..what's in his brain..and what his wants..I know a girl's mind is hard to figure it out too..So i guess is fair to both side..Just that how come when a gf treated her bf so well..and decided to love him and no one else..but her bf don't appreciate it and gotta create a mess that going to hurt the gf..Why when a gf sacrifice so much,all the troubles she gotta go thru, the bf don't appreciates it as well..Why when a gf decided to take off..that's when the bf said 'Bring me back to when I'm your number 1'. But how come when the bf said so, he doesn't act like one..This is weird..

Sometimes I quite don't figure out is how come things can change so fast..just like the wind blow..is like today you say you love someone..and the next day both of you become some stranger..a very familiar stranger..You promised to love her,just her and no one, spoil her like a princess, make her laugh everyday like an idiot, let her win thou she's in the wrong..But guess what, promises is meant to be broken..You used to go out so often because you said you misses her so much that you gotta see her..but now you don't ask her out anymore..and you rather out with your friends..You used to laugh and talk non-stop on the phone..but now is like..when you talked, you feel awkward..don't know how to start a topic..don't know what to say..You paused each time when you finish a line. When you look at those SMS that you received before..It was so sweet that you keep smiling when looking at it..and how come the SMS that you received now no more bringing smiling but a feeling of sadness..and confused..You used to get SMS all the time..and now is like once a day..How come things were good..but just a mistake..a mistake that you know it would bring harm to the relation..that It would ruin it all..Everything that you build..Or things that you build is not reality..Is just a fantasy that has a limit time..Tik Tok..Tik Tok..Times Up..~ So, Is time to wake up and back to reality..

~ciaoz~

~xOxO~