HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LADYVEEEEE =D 'n' Hie to IPOH~

LADYV just passed her birthday not too long ago..that is 5th March..this year..i can say is the worst birthday so far..sigh..cause it involved alot of tears and angry-ness...and disappointment..heart pain and alot of mixed feeling..=(=(=(...

But i managed to pull myself back together..and went to sing k with my lovely sister and cool aunties..=)=)=)...had a very unhappy dinner with my families...cause got into some arguement with mommy that breaks my heart totally..=~(...i just don't understand her..sigh..later on,we went to FOODTIAM..had some drinks and chit chat with aunties and cousin..which gave my heart a peace..i cut 2 cakes this year..wheeeeee...!

That's a thing that makes me feel happy..is when i opened my mail box today..it's SPAMMED with 295 mails from facebook..and half of it is from my frens who wished me happy bbday..wheeeeeee.....the next day..i went to IPOH with my sis and aunties..i reali enjoyed this trip alot..as i get to visit 3 caves and ate IPOH famous food..hehe...=D...i just noticed that myself gained 3kgS?? cause i hardly fits into my jeans..! OMG..OMG...=O

this is happy bbday song from GREEN BOX

my sis and mE

the dinner..YUMMY*

me and COOL PEGGY

mE and cutie ester

i'm 70 yrs old~~@@

before IPOH , we had lunch at AMPANG..

'kai chau'

'yim kuk kai'

'chu keok chou'

KIM BALI @ IPOH

Thai Lou Sang

She's doing the 'paper' to wrap the lou sang..=O

LOU AR LOU AR!!!

SEE...this is the lou sang...NOM NOM...!

The Famous actor and actresses from HONG KONG..

we waited quite long for the HAKKA MEE!

my aunt climbed all the way..and i gave up half way..lol..

IPOH tau geh

hor fun..very nice..! smooth..!

the chicken..is very tasty..=D

the chicken feet!

a very famouse tau fu fa stall..alot of cars lining up for it..

is smooth and the portion is little...

the big bear bear from IPOH...is not mine..it belong to my aunty! =(=(=(

p/s : IPOH make meeeeeee fat...@@ ...but i enjoyed the trippppp alotttt..wwheeeeeee....good day to everyone!!!

对不起。。

不知道什么时候才会得到真正的辛福和快乐。。
不知道会不会得到真正的爱。。
你说过你很爱我。。
但是为什么我感觉不到呢？？
我只是希望你会好好爱我。。
我知道我做过很多错事。。
我明白如果你说不爱我。。
但是为什么那时候你不要放手呢？
你让我再次爱上了你。。
然后你让我再次失望。。
还是。。是我自己的问题吗？
是我爱你不够吗？？
但是我知道我自己已经做了很多。。
我已经好好去爱你了。。
我累了。。真得好累。。不能继续去爱你了。。
我离开了。。你要比从前快乐。。
我们都会辛福的。。
对不起。。

staying strong...

tears rolling down my cheek telling me don't cry anymore..is not worth it...but why my tears still keep rolling down..every pillow i lay on..it's wet..heart arching...i've tried my best to stay on..and here is my last stop..i guess i have to stop and can't go further anymore..eventhough i've stop...it doesn't mean that my life will stop too..i will continue to live my life till the fullest..and never regret every single thing that i've done before..i said i've tried my best..but to you..maybe is not good enough..i'm tired..exhausted trying to cope up with ur foot steps..somehow..i'm thinking..are you trying to send me off?? how could u change into another person that i don't recognise anymore..is not you at all...are u possessed by someone else?? i don't believe a person can change 360 degree..totally a brand new person..a person that don't know how to appreciate it...for now..my tears had stop..and my heart told me to stay strong..

Johor ROCKS..~

hallo...morning..everybody..it's 3,28am now..i've just done partly one of my assignment..stil got 2 mores on the way...T___________T ...as promised..here's my johor trip photo..and my 1st time to SHABU SHABU @ Puchong...NOM NOM...i'm quite lazy to write so long post cause my eyes are dropping out soon...very soon....sobsssss....

started with KLIA..waiting for my aunty arrival from USA..=D

after KLIA...off to JOHOR...!

*this is a random pic of mE n my bRo..

UTM horse.....

look at her dress and her doll..keke..MADLY CUTE!

I LOVE MY FAMILY...I LOVE YOU ALL...MUACKS...!!

GOOD NIGHT...*HUGSSSSS