Happy Merdeka 2o1o~

Happy Merdeka,Peeps...It is 53years already our beloved Malaysia Independent..~ yaY~ I have to say..This year Merdeka is NO FEEL at all~ sigh..is it because all getting older? lazy to plan for countdown ady..lazy to travel already..Plus this year..all my friends is scattered around Malaysia..LOL..So , Left a few only back in Seremban..that's pretty sad..Eventhough is only a few of us..We still managed have tons of fun~ hehehe~ You know, when alcohol came in and play it part..=P Well, lemme intro my 4 years back merdeka moment til 2o1o..Then , you will know why I said that we, my gang ppl is getting older~

~Year 2007~

~Maison Club , KL~

~We purposely traveled from Seremban to KL that night just for countdown.I'm only 18yrs old that time..ngam ngam legal to step in the club..hahaha~

~Year 2oo8~

~Ministry of Sound (MOS) , Sunway~

~Yes , we traveled all the way to Sunway from Seremban again for countdown..and the club was so PACKED..I think somehow we missed the countdown cause we are late,LOL~

~Year 2oo9~

~Kensington & Karaoke , Seremban~

~This year we planned to stay in Seremban because got bored of countdown in CLUB..plus the drinks that night is RATHER EXPENSIVE..is normal because is EVE day..So, we stayed in Seremban and have our own countdown~

~Year 2o1o~

~Eu Lei's House , Seremban~

~Hmm..only left 4 of us this year in Seremban..Was supposed to go OLD TOWN but Wee Chong don't want,so ended up in Eu Lei's place and celebrated with alcohol..it was a FUN night..more like a normal drinking day than a countdown day..LOL..I lurve RED WINE~

I wonder next year how my merdeka countdown would be...~ Neway, I wish you guys had fun too~ Somehow , I feel that celebrating any event with friends is always the best..! I mean GO OUT and HAVE FUN..don't stay at home..We are still YOUNG..HAVE FUN MAX while you can..If no one ajak u..U go ajak ppl~ U cant't be sitting at home and expect PEOPLE to call you,right..U TINK U WAD WOR...urm..I'm just crapping actually...HEHE..=P

~HAPPY MERDEKA AGAIN~

Movie movie movie~

Don't know what to blog recently already..Like so no mood only..SIGH...Things had been so uncertain lately..everyone is being weird recently i guess..Not very sure what word to use...Make me one of them too...a WEIRD NUT..Sometimes I feel myself quite pathetic..quite sad..quite annoying..quite noob..quite of everything on the bad side..Is it me the one who makes the situation worst..when the situation is good..I also don't know..YADAHH YADAHH...Let's not talk boring stuff here..Lemme show U some nice photos taken by my baby Galaxy S~

Last week..lucky me..got 2 tickets from NN..is won by a blog post done by me..the movie is Going the Distance..Is nice..hilarious..funny..and me LIKEY... I would rate this movie 8/10~! You guys shud really watch this especially for the long distance relationship couples..I guess true love conquer it all~! So , I invited Lisa to come movie with me..=)

Nice~! Thou I feel that Justin Long is quite young for Drew Barrymore..LOL..

Thanks to Kelvin for making the effort to come dinner with us..and spend us Sushi King~ Yummy~ and the 1hour dinner was quite an embarrassed moment..because before we even sit down..we already start grabbing foods from the sushi belt~! @@!

This is using Polandroid effect..~

me LIKEY this ALOT...It is AWESOME..both of us is AWESOME..! actually i like this because can see my jawline obviously..my 2 days joggin paid off..! Will try to keep it up! HEHE~

This is something to scare u OFF..hehe...=P

Quite a nice weekend for me actually..because I had alot of fun with my family and I watched 2 movies in 2days..! yaY~! Last Sat , I went watch Grown Ups..Is Hilarious..I laughed from starting till end..

Rate : 8/10

And Sunday , I went for Step Up 3..It is so cool..It makes me feel like signing up for dancing class..hehe..But i prefer Step Up 2 main actress..I feel she's Hotter..LOL..but still thumbs up for Step Up 3..

Rate : 7/10

Done for today post..Will try to update as much as I could..How i wish I could be more hardworking..Btw , I'm alcohol free for a week and jogged for 2 days..I feel extremely HAPPY~! hehe...Ciaoz~! Byeeeeeeeeee!

It's never too late...

Today , I'm going to share a story with you which I personally find that it's very well written.. Because it touches my heart as i scroll down my mouse.I bet some of you might already have read it before..So , I just wanna share to those haven't read this before..=) The story begins...

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When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

~THE END~

What I've learned from this story is ~

1.Appreciate what u have and never take it for granted as your partner is sacrificing for you.

2.New things is always more exciting than old things. But bear in mind that old things is more dependable. New things are fun but it always end fast.

3.It's never too late to save a relation if you know he/she is the one. Don't say NO before you try. But if you did try , and it don't work..is all GOD's will. Don't blame yourself or anyone.

4.Happiness is something you , yourself have to fight for. It don't come itself.

~xOxO~

The Ugly Truth~!

Sometimes not knowing is better.. Or knowing is better ? Which one is better...Because sometimes I feel if I don't know anything about it which will particularly hurt my heart..I would rather not knowing it..But sometimes I feel that if I don't know about it..Then , I'll feel such like a fool when learning about it..A TOTAL BIG FOOL..So , I guess knowing the ugly truth is better than not knowing it..At least if you knew it earlier..Then , urm..you get to pull yourself before you are hurt? Falling more will eventually make you learn more..So , I think I'm still at the level of keep falling..It hurts you know..='(

I can handle ugly things well..Cause I think I'm well trained..Somehow for a 22yrs life I've been thru..I think what I had is more than enough..Is time to be nice girl and settle down..But each time when I wanna settle things down..Somehow , it just got out of my way , and things turn ugly..and I have to once again gave up on this love that created by God..Why God created so many love to share~! This is no good..We don't simply share things..! We keep good things for ourselves..! Hmm..but what if the good thing wanna be share..~! OMGWTF...This is @@!

Is it when u grow older , things start to become more complicated? I remembered when I was 12yrs old..things is much more easier..nothing to care about..no love to fuss around..no boys to make your days blue and gloomy..no stress about studies..no stress about financial..I guess is called STRESS-FREE...things was still de same when I'm 17yrs old..but I think is a little bit more fun..cause that's the time I got my driving license! YAy! Driving here and there..with a big bunch of friends..When I reach 20years old..I think the problems is popping out?! Hmm...love , finance , studies , friends..I think is almost everything..! GOSH...This is sickening...

Would it be better if everything is just simple and nice..No ups and downs..Only one straight line..

Baby Cutie...!

I just love kids..especially baby girl...they are so so so adorable.. and cute...! *hugs hugs..! I'm not saying boy is not adorable and cute..but..they tends to be a little notti..Ask me..I know..cause I have a lil' bro who always get on my nerves..! My cousin just got back from Perak yesterday..with her family..She got 3 kids..and her younger kid is onli 2yrs old +..She's a DOLLY~! and she loves to take photos..as she keeps force me to take photos of her..! OMG...kids nowadays~! She got big DOLLY EYE..! *jeles

She's freaking cute..rite rite rite...wanna pinch her so much! =P I wish I'll have such daughter next time..with big eyes..! hehe..! Chio max!!

~xOxO~

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Mr.Alcohol and Man~

Alcohol is one kind of drink that will make u happy and forget about your problems..that's what I always heard from people..But is this true..? Consuming alcohol will make us more happy? How come when I'm sad..the more I drink the more I feel sad..and the more I'll consume..and ended KO..Am I not right? or Mr.Alcohol love bullying on me..LOL....Sometimes I wonder when will I quit drinking..The answer is likely to be NEVER..That's what my friend replied..='( I'M SO NOT AN ALCOHOLIC..okay..Mr.Alcohol can u make me to hate u..

Recently , I found out that I have a lot of 'good' peoples around me..What I'm trying to say is..He's good in term of telling me to take care myself..to have precaution on the others..but at the same time trying to light up some fire causing my days to be gloomy and moody..This is so sickening..Is there any sincerity and honesty left out there anymore..? I mean being too honest is not really good because honesty always hurt..but still I would hope people around me would be honest to me..Rather than letting me know the last minute and KA BOOM...This will be a very torturing moments..learning the truth last minute when you already put so much effort.. So , please hit me with the truth..I can take it and I will forgive...

Sigh...Is there any man out there with a little bit of sincerity and honesty still? How come when a man lost something..Only then , they will appreciate and try to have it back..Is this normal? You gotta try to lose something first only then you regret and go hunt for it back..Sigh...Love is one simple yet confuse thing..Is there any simple yet everlasting love? Or is it when a relationship is too simple..then that's no sparkle in the relationship anymore? Going for a exciting yet dangerous relationship always win simple yet safe relationship..I wonder why...just like what every people say..'男人不坏，女人不爱‘..in english means man not bad..woman don't like..=P

~ciaos~

Ecoba @ Damansara Perdana~!

This is the 3rd day of drinking session last week..I was there because my friend invited me to STUFF magazine anniversary..So , I kidnapped June aka my roomie along..Hehe..This place is seriousluy good..I lurve the ambience..Is nice to hang out and chit chat with friends..They have tables outside also..So that we can enjoy our meal n the environment..And also the place is HUGE..=D Neway , we did signed up for the lucky draw that night but go home with empty hand..SO SAD...='(

This is a snapshot i took..The main door..!

We ordered Hawaii Chicken Chesse but they gave us the wrong PIZZA...but still..it nice..!

They had free flow till 11pm..hmmm..I think we had alot of it..LOL

My favourite pic of the night..Lurve it..!

Too bad..din't get to take alot of pictures that night..cause camera was spoiled..but miracle enough..my camera recover itself...LUCKY me..if not..gotta dig Rm300 to fix it..when i already spend Rm2k last week..WHY DID I SPEND SO MUCH..! @@!! This is because...

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Because I got my new BABY~ chio max~~HEHEHE...and i straigten my hair...IT LOOK FUGLY~! So now i gotta eat grass everyday...='( can anyone come spend me eat everyday..I onli request fot ROTI CANAI...HAHAHA....okay..ciaos...wanna finish my homework..I'M A GOOD GIRL...=P

~xOxO~

Home Cook..~!

As promised..This is my 2nd post of another drinking session~! Previously was at Tropicana City Mall..The next day , Aaron invited June and Me over to his house..for a home cook dinner..! HOME COOK BY A GUY FRIEND~! This is my 1st time trying lor...~ Hehe...! So , we drove all the way up to Damansara again..All the way thru the jam and so on..@@...HUNGRY MAX...! When we reach , the food is ready served..! NOM NOM NOM...We had 3 dishes and 1 soup...Is a proper meal..! I have to say that he's a quite a good COOK..! But of cox..my cooking is better...NYEK NYEK NYEK..~!

~Soup of the Day ~ 'Ling gau Fa sang Soup' =P~

~Japanese Tau Fu with Minced Pork~

~Chicken with Potatoes~

~Steamed Egg with Minced Pork~

The killer part..Right after dinner..As we was talking..Aaron showed us his collection..OMGWTF* So ended up , we had the middle one..Bacardi Limon..@@ We played some card games..and I think me and Aaron finished more than half of the bottle...~!!!! June got KO after the 1st cup..LOL...=P

~After a few karaoke session..we headed to KTZ to have desserts! YUM YUM...I shared with June...The Frutti Loh..! ~

~Aaron's Honeydew Loh~

After dessert..it's time to go back home...I was so freaking tired..But still , I managed to drive back to Bangi..Safe and sound...=) Is was a fun night..But..what I experience is DON'T EVER DRINK AFTER DINNER..CAUSE IT WILL MAKE YOU PUKE!~Hahaha~! Okie..that's all for now...I need to get a nap...LOL...Will update the last day of drinking session..which took place @ Ecoba , Damansara Perdana..!

~xOxO~

“What Distance I’d Go for My Other Half”

If I truly had fallen for someone..I will go very far no matter what it takes..I will sacrifice all my time just to see him..Example ,I will purposely stayed up the whole night till 7am..brush up and get ready to take train from Bangi to Seremban..just to have a 3 hours breakfast with him and then head back to Bangi again..I know I need to see him so urgently..because I miss him so much..so much that no words can explain...=)

If my other half is going to leave Malaysia to any other country..I will prepare 12 presents for him..each present represent one month anniversary..and make sure he open it every month~ To remind him of our anniversary date! and let him know that I'm always with him..

Beside that , I will sew my initial name on his clothes..so that he'll always have me along wherever he go...~! This is so cute..And it'll remind him of how cute his gf is...!

And i would stay home every night to webcam with my other half..and chit chat with him till late night before i go to bed..I wanna know what's happening in his life and I wanna be a part of his life..Every single details I also would love to know.. So , I will get to know him more..and more..

I believe if a couple fall deeply , madly in love..distance is not a matter nor a problem..because they always have each other in their mind and heart..Thinking back the memories that they had..Will always make each other feel warm..Somehow , love will find a way...if they are meant to be together..=)

p/s : *Hope I'll win the tickets...! dying to see the movie...! =P

Tropicana City Mall~!

Last Tuesday...I went to Tropicana City Mall with my friends..to watch Inception! I know..I'm outdated...The movie is out like ages ago..But, neway..at least I watched ady...blekkk...The movie is nice..Just that I don't really understand the last part whether Leonardo is in real world or in his dream..! So i rate it...7/10! =) and they have this quite leng jai actor..! In the movie his name is Arthur and his real name is Joseph Gordon Levitt...He damn cute lorrrr!

Joseph Gordon! *saliva drooling....

We left Bangi at 6pm something..All the way to damansara is jam like usual...SO , I took a few snaps in the car..I'm not sure why people always hide..

Dex aka the driver=) thanks for the ride...!

Jie Ying aka roomie...*oh..her name is June now..=P

Lisa aka ex-roomie~!

mE...see..i don't hide my FAT FACE ALSO! HAHAHAHA!

We camwhore abit in June's sis working place while waiting for our fren , Aaron~!

The usual place...We camwhore in toilet again! hehehe...

Then , we headed to Penang's restaurant...when we went in..hmm...that's onli 2 tables of customers..include US..! Well , the food is so so lur...nothing special..just normal..plus their air condition is so low till we keep sweating...! So kedekut of them lor..!

June's Prawn mee..

Lisa and Me shared Penang Asam Laksa..! Spicy MAX!

Our drinks ~!

Aaron's Penang Char Kuey Teow~

My pweeettyyy GF~!

So , after movie we went to Arista..thought of getting some drinks..cause I think the guys is sort of thirsty..We ordered some tapas as well...cause i'm freaking hungry..I don't why but I seems like eating alot these day..OMG...

French Fries..!

Calamari aka Paul~ I lurveeee it...! =)

Kilkenny..I think we had 15pints...! @@...but the girls only had 5pints i guess..~

Group photo of the day..me LIKEY..!

The end of the day...JY got KO...my camera dropped and now cannot take photos clearly ady..FML max...! Is quite a bad day for me that day..because i got fined by lecturer to do some assignment..I tink is because i keep talking wif June in the class..HAHAHA...den my car got clamped because i simply park and got fined RM30! WTF..! and when i go for lunch..I bang the bricks from behind..! Left abit of scar on my car's butt..=( Sigh....What a day~! Neway , stay tune for the 2nd day of alcohol..! LOL...have a nice day..byeeeeee...!